My hat is off to you, Blue Inanna. I think you're managing really as a strong person in your situation.

I wonder if your psychiatrist has ever suggested group therapy for your son once he
gets stabilized on meds. That might help him get a different view of how others his age are managing their illnesses. If he has nothing to relate to now, that might be of some help.

Just keep doing what you're doing. You're a very admirable person.

Genetic