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Jul 24, 2012, 11:39 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2012
Posts: 79
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Originally Posted by Miss Laura
My biggest regret is... The suicide note I wrote in work while working with a Service User. I had hit an all time low! I was too suicidal for my own good. I went off sick hours after writing the note. But unknown to me it would haunt me and cost me my job. I'm too unstable well I was back then. No matter how many times I get told 'you weren't you when you wrote it' or 'you were sick' I still regret it. I lost the trust of my colleagues and managers and also the trust of my best friends. Life was never the same again after that day and I lost a lot of things. 10 months later it came and bite me on the bum and was used against me and I lost my job!
Is it wrong I still remember what was written in the note?
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Something very similar happened to me in college. I wrote a suicide note to a professor and somehow dropped it. Well, a staff member found it and security found me and escorted me to the ER. It was humiliating. What's worse is that after I was discharged from the hospital I received a letter in the mail, coldly informing me I would not be able to return to the university. It was *devastating*
And even worse, when my mom and I came to the campus to gather my stuff from my dorm, security escorted me to my room. I have *never* threatened another person. I felt like a criminal, on top of a suicidal depression.
The only good part of the story is that said professor and I have stayed close over the years, and she was even instrumental in getting me into grad school.
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