Start looking for a professional who has experience with PTSD and trauma. Some will also list that they are experienced with DID/DDNOS. But be smart and careful. Sometimes, T's being human, just like everyone else, like to jump to conclusions. T's are sometimes heavily invested in certain diagnoses. I've seen it, and experienced it personally over the years. If you are asking yourself these questions then you need to get a professional opinion. I suspected off and on for years that I had it, but because I wasn't "classic" in my symptoms I would tell myself that I couldn't possibly have it. So I attributed my symptoms to metaphysical events. It took a good T working with me for quite a long time before DID became obvious. Crystal