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Originally Posted by newtus
i try to think about thins sometimes. i try to find a connection on small things i do or say to my mentality.
like WHY do i wear only formal clothing sometimes? why is it thick jackets even in 105 degree weather. all black. sturdy sturdy sturdy fibers like denim. why do i like specific solid food and not mushy ones?
i feel maybe its because im trying to channel the power i lack in my life with black formal wear such as a high priority business person.
and the food and clothing fibers? solid and sturdy. maybe because i lacked much stability in my life and im yearning...HUNGRY for it.
idk this is why i try not to think much.
im a pathetic loser.
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Nah I don't think you're a loser. You're just trying to find meaning, which I believe a lot of people do, even those "normal" people. But I pose a question to you then. What if there is no hidden meaning to you liking the solid and sturdy clothing? Maybe it's simply a preference, or you like the way it feels on your skin. Just a thought that maybe sometimes we keep digging when there's no digging left to do. I don't know.
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Originally Posted by fishsandwich
Whatever the opposite of authoritative is, I'm pretty sure that unbridled wobbly bits bouncing freely in the open air come damned close. ![Stick Out Tongue](https://i.mysupportforums.org/images/smilies/tongue.gif)
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being a visual person, I couldn't help but picture someone doing that
![EEK!](https://i.mysupportforums.org/images/smilies/eek.gif)
and it made me smile on a bad day. Thanks for the unintended visual imagery