I'm at that stage too. Sometimes, I feel like i'm out of control. Don't worry, you're not alone. <3 Just remember to tell yourself, that everything will be better in the end. Once you get past the anger, and out of control emotions, it'll be better. At least that's what i've been telling myself, and i'm at least 100% sure, that's true.(: Don't worry, and don't give up. Good luck.