I am in a new state and left all my support behind. i am going nuts and know i need to get to a meeting but my depression is keeping me at home. I am with out meds, T or pdoc and going nuts. My head wont shut up and keeps telling me horrid things and tells me to be self distructive and to drink, cut and all in all it is messing me up. My last AA meeting was in Cali and now here 2 months later I am in Penn. I am so lost. my head just wont leave me alone and comes up with excuse after excuse as to why i should not go to a meeting. i need a boost.

help!
Diana