((Cowboy)) accepting the loss of a loved one takes a lot of time, different stages. if you need a personal break like Yoda has mentioned, please do so for yourself.

Also Cowboy- your story is not stupid, please do not think so--

Many hugs and many good thoughts your way.

May the loved ones in our hearts that are gone be remembered in our memories and may we still speak to them when in need to even if others may not understand.



Good thoughts your way Cowboy