Well I like to watch depressing films because I like to get smacked in my head, and like to cry out after watching it... so this made me go from Tim Burton style to Aronofsky, and then to distressing European films.

And yes I think that I built some tendency to get masochistic, and developed hunger for more shock and stimulation.

So I think I should do some more cheerful things.. first off I think I need to stop watching psychological thrillers and dark realistic films.. And actually watch more light films.

Thank you to guys who were on chat tonight, and I also sincerely apologize for snapping out and being too sensitive.