(((TTGB))) You have been thru so much over the past few months. It is no wonder you are hurting, and this makes you super sensitive to rejection. When everything else is bad in our lives we assume there can be no good thing, I do it all the time.

When your T said "her door was always open" I think that she was encouraging you, telling you she actually wasn't quitting but was there when you could go. See how it can be looked at differently? At least that's my take. You do need more support right now, so please look into all your options.

Thinking of you, and hoping for your husband to find new employment quickly.