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Originally Posted by Ticli-Otops
So, I'm 15. From all the things that have happened to me in live, I have chronic depression, and it's going untreated. When I was 12, I started doing drugs. It started off with smoking pot, but it has escalated, since. After about a year, weed wasn't doing enough for me, so I started stealing my parents prescription meds, and was using those to get high. After a while, I started popping triple c's, and doing robo trips, because I was so out of it, I wouldn't have to think about anything that hurt me, or made me depressed. All I can think, now...is that I still need something more. And, at this point, i'm willing to do anything to get high, or to forget. I don't know what to do. I hate this, and I hate that it's effecting my life, but if I don't get high, I have horrible panic attacks, and I get really suicidal, and get super depressed, until i'm able to get high, again...Can anyone help me?
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Well I can tell you horror stories about my own life and how I shot heroin until I got Hep-C and that I have done every drug known to man and have done thousands of hits of LSD and smoked tons of pot. BUT there is a lesson to be learned in here somewhere tho I may be to high right now to know...what?
Did you say you are now 15? good Lord man, I didn't start smoking pot full time until I was 17 and first tried it at 16. I am now 56 and I still smoke but now it is with a dr's script, not that it matters, but maybe you need to step back and ask yourself why it is that you want to do drugs? Personally I don't recommend it, just saying.....
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