(((((((((Candy))))))))))

You have done so well to make it as far as you have! And I know it's hard, and I would hate it to have the decision essentially made for me by extraneous circumstances. But you are right about having good reasons not to, and you are doing so great to remember and stay in control.

You are right about needing a way to deal with your feelings. Would you consider getting back into therapy so that you can work on that? Maybe you could also use this space to talk about some of what you are upset about.

Hang in there,
Rap