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Originally Posted by sittingatwatersedge
not even followed by a huge wave of relief for releasing secrets that have festered inside all my life
this time, the worst of the things I said keep coming back to me and I think, without words, Yes, this is true. This. is. my. life. Just dead certainty. It's such a heavy burden.
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I am sorry you are going through this, I can relate somewhat as recently I found speaking the unspeakable is very anticlimactic for me. I was expecting relief and nothing.
I do agree with Perna in the fact that who one is now is a culmination of where one has been and experienced. Reality sucks, but we can stop letting the past dictate how the future will look.... right? Thats what T keeps saying.
