Hi arianna

***hugs***

You're not alone. You might be physically (I know I am, and it does indeed suck) alone but here at PC, you know we're like a big family.

You're not crazy, and anybody that you decide to share with that says that you are, are WRONG.

I'm really sorry about this person you love. That is indeed a very tragic situation. I am sorry that I don't know what to offer as advice. Have you thought about writing a letter to him? You don't even have to send it if you don't want, but just putting your feelings and thoughts down on paper might help you.

Do you do therapy? If you don't, it might be something to consider if you're this depressed. It isn't easy fighting it on your own.

***hugs*** hopefully someone here will be able to help you with better advice.