Taking antidepressants so they seem to help during the day - I no longer wake up in agony, but at night it all seems to come back. I hate to admit it, but it seems that as the AD's wear off, I feel worse and worse... Feel so dependent on meds and so vulnerable - why do I need them so much? feel so weak and pathetic.

I keep withdrawing into my apartment every evening and just wallowing in sorrow and feelings of helplessness. NEED HELP but don't know where to turn!!!!