I don't really have any words, just hugs
What that doc said to you is unacceptable, though; and I can't believe you're still going through the same deal with the T. I hope your new programme helps you out a bit
__________________
Psychiatric Survivor
"And just when I've lost my way, and I've got too many choices . . . . I hear voices!"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oLCfb54e_kM