I fear that too, I really do. When we first discovered she was pregnant, I did suggest adoption or abortion. My sister is very pro life and was set on doing what was "right", or at least what she thought was right. I have also always suspected that she deliberately got pregnant. She's always come over and see how loving I am to my babies, and how loving they are in return.....I think she craved for that herself and that is why she began sleeping around unprotected. I don't think she cared if the guy would be willing to be a father or not. I know two of them was meth junkies.

I sometimes wish I had more power to change something that is beyond me. If I could, Elijah wouldn't be here today....he would have came at a better time, when Dana was ready. I do love the heck out of him though and wish I could pack him up, bring him home, and claim him as mine.