Jennifer, I hate the labels also, but even more I also hate the feeling of being pulled back in to my recovery process every day. So I can relate to what you are going through. I have PTSD from childhood sexual abuse. It's an illness and I can't ignore it. Others thrust it onto me and left me with the horrible memories and daily reactions to it that continue decades later. But as survivors we can do the work to recover from it. It's getting better for me and others, and it can for you also. I know that it is frustrating, but you are worth it. The one label that I carry with pride is "survivor." We deserve to claim that title. We work hard for it. We show incredible courage to survive what we have been through. Hang in there and know that you are not alone. We are all here to help you.

Be well,

mtd