Rhapsody, it's amazing to me to read this right now because I've been going through much of the same thing. I think it's my anger coming to the surface. The images I come up with are grusome and they really stick with me. But then again, what I went through was grusome also. My T says it might be my emotions expressing what I really wanted to do at the time to the ones who abused me. Like it's part of what I wanted to do at the time to protect myself and show the anger I was too afraid to show then. My T has also really encouraged me to just let the feelings flow now that they are coming up. I believe in that.

Be well,

mtd