<font color="red"> </font> I hear you. I am currently sharing that space w/you. I don't want to get up,shower, or feed myself. People don't seem to understand. And I have no one to talk to. Fortunately I can call my Psych. or therapist when things get out of control. I think you are doing the right thing by reaching out because we all are here for each other. Sometimes we need a shoulder to cry on. Reach out on line sometimes that helps. It's a crummy illness but we are here to support each other. Drop me a line anytime and I will be there.