ya know, that has been my ACCOMPLISHMENT for the past month or so, just not upsetting myself? it's amazing how hard it is. I kinda feel like i'm back at one month old. T says, learning to self-regulate. cos i'll tell ya, I am, and my place is, a freakin mess. but it's okay, we're calming downnnn...
not getting overwhelmed is a good thing. I remember a guy, a friend, in high school told me I was overwhelming. he wasn't saying it to be mean. but I was oblivious - I was blustery and bossy, jUst like my mother - but not on the inside. what a mess. but we're calming down nowwww...