Talked to him again.
Really talked to him even though he didn't want to.

He says he wants his daughter, but not me.
Im different, but only because he changed.
He doesn't know what he wants, but he does know for a fact that he doesn't want me.
He wants to be able to be with other people because I am just not for him anymore.
He said we both made mistakes but he just doesnt want to be married anymore.
He told me he was ashamed of what he did(sending me to my parents house and dumping me while pregnant), but he didnt think dragging out the matter and living a life unhappily with me was a good idea...he didnt want to stick around just for our daughter.
He said he loved me when we planned our baby but the feelings just disappeared and my mistakes didnt help things...not that he was blaming me.

He told me he was willing to lose me to find happiness.

He kind of laughed at me and asked what I was trying to accomplish, and if I really thought this would change anything.
I said closure and no.

I asked him what did he want, and he said when he found out, he would let me know.
Told me I should go out on dates to help me get over him, and the only reason he hasnt dated is because he was broke.
I asked him if he wanted to love me and he said not anymore.

I guess I just have to accept that. I don't know if I feel closure, but I do feel something.

But why do I still feel gut wrenching sadness?