((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ (((((((( HUGS )))))))

YES............... it sounds like you might have been having a panic attack from the thought of returning to a place that once brought you much pain and suffering - not to mention having to see your mother again.
Please know that if you have resolved issues / feelings still living with in you that they will be resonated by people and places until they are faced, dealt with and then healed.



LoVe,
Rhapsody -