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Originally Posted by stopdog
I advise my court committed clients to just play the game, nod, agree, take the meds so they can get out. I tell them it is not selling out, it is realizing the hospital is not their ballpark or game or rules and the game is rigged. And then I advise them once they do get out to leave the state to get out of the system if the system is not where they want to be.
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This is so sad, but this is exactly what I am finding out. It's not what I wanted to find out. The game is completely rigged. I have been told for years how "sick" I am. But my only diagnoses are PTSD and DID, confirmed by specialists. When my team heard that what I have is treatable, that's when things started getting really bad. They don't want to see me better. That's not their plan at all. That was never their plan.
Again I trusted people and again I let myself be hurt. Why do I always do this to myself?
I think I'm more sad because of the other 29 people on their case. What happens to them? I'll eventually manipulate my way out. But they won't.