You can say THAT again. Now that I've had the chance to look back over my life in view of the illness, I can explain sooooo many things that confused the hell out of me at the time.......and it goes back almost as long as I can remember. It makes me sad that I couldn't figure it out until this late in life. But then, some people never figure it out and they spend their whole lives wondering why they just can't quite get this 'life' thing under control.