I have times that I know that I am not me and I am concious of what is happening. There are times when I am looking at things from a distance and I am far away. There are times when I do things or say things that I can't recall. I do lose time. If I am going through a big long switch, it feel like I am going thru a tunnel. I can't focus, can't read, can't really think at all. It is like I am in limbo. I hear people talking but they seem so very far away and hormally during these tough times - I have a head ache.