Well, I put your long post on MacBook reader and sat through the whole thing as it read it to me thinking, you have good punctuation. As a bipolar 1 person I relate to you very well and almost see a part of my own bipolar 1 traits within your own, in actions. But I am an older adult and can do things as I please without my parent (91 year old Mother) being involved.

I do use medical cannabis but only with a legal doctors script and that's the truth. Law's here in Souther Cal are very strict about such things. But I am not recommending anyone else do it. Sounds like you got girl problems and all I got to say is: They are a dime a dozen. Let her go and get yourself a good Jewish girl get married and have a family. :-)