I feel for you and your situation. I would'nt quite your job, they are hard to come by. Try and figure out a way to deal with the stress. Kill'm with kindness maybe. My daughter went to school for a cna certified nurses ***. and she worked and went to class at night. it did'nt take very long 10 to 12 weeks. Its not to bad of pay 10 to 12 dollars an hour to start with benefits. There seems to be plenty of jobs in our area for them and we live in a smaller city. I wish you luck.