(((((((((Jan)))))))))))

I'm not sure that I can quite comprehend all that you are dealing with. It is just overwhelming, and it was the last thing you deserved. You are an amazing person! I am so impressed with how well you are coping and relating to people and helping here. Your attitude and determination and strong spirit are what will get you through this. Just keep on the way you have been. You will recover better than the doctors think, I'm sure, because you are not letting this stop you or change who you are.

Love and admiration,
Rap