That's a really good explanation for her....sounds like her to a T. I guess i just need to learn how to lose her. I can't imagine a life without her in it, in any way, but is holding onto her like that a bad thing? How do i "lose" her and still hold onto all the memories that i have of our life together? We had our problems just like anyone else, but now that she's gone my entire perception of me as an individual that is capable of being loved is totally devastated.