For whatever reason you were granted a unique experience to see things from a differant perspective. It really isn't unique or exceptional, other than in what you personally take away from the experience. Why does the need ton understand the mechanics linger in your mind, and why muddy the waters by the interpretations of others and with the literature of the general public. The answers are already in yourself, and the real question is in what you are doing with your life now.
Have you changed because of the experience.
What are your interpretations and their effects on your life.