im curious in what ways your T's have "showed up" for you during difficult times when you were really really leaning on them. what is that like?

im about to confront/question my dad about CSA and even though ive been seeing her for about 1.5yrs ive never really reallllllyyyyy let her in. ive never called her in desperation because im falling apart or ive never allowed myself to need her outside of sessions and I think i'm about to as I venture into this difficult area with my parents. i think she's the only person im going to be able to turn to....the only person whose going to be able to comprehend, handle, and guide me through it.

i guess what im asking is......what does total falling apart in the middle of a crisis look like? for those of you that have been there.....how has your T "showed up" for you during those times? i think im trying to keep my morale high by asking for "comforting stories"?