Your hormones are raging when you're pregnant...and esp. when so close to giving birth to your daughter. You feel unattractive..OMG, I felt like a cow! You are in a very difficult situation. Your husband abandoned you!
You are now living with your parents? Yes? You have tried to communicate with the "boy" who is the father. He is a boy...not a man!
Time to take stock of what your priorities are. Yeah...I know you love him! But, first of all, he isn't worthy of all the love you say you feel. Secondly, there are more important issues you are facing...like giving birth to a healthy baby. All this fretting you are doing cannot be good for the baby inside of you. Sorry if this sounds harsh. I really do apologize, but it's the truth. Someone needs to speak to you so you'll wake up! Legally, this boy needs to acknowledge his responsibility, and you need to start thinking about your future....without him, while caring for an infant.