AbandonmentIssues,

Sweetheart, can you find it in your heart to please do your best to think if this baby?
Please? Play some relaxing music, watch some light hearted TV or even some interesting documentaries to think about. Don't let your baby hear and feel this anxiety and self blame. Start being a good mother right now and get that chin up and stop telling yourself this is "your" fault and all the other negetives you are saying to yourself. You have to love yourself and make a commitment to change and be strong now.

I am really sorry this young man has been putting you through this, but its not your's or your child's fault. Get a ride to the Library and get some books out on babies and read them. This child WILL love you unconditionally, give this child a chance to do that will you?

I know this is hard but this WILL pass and you will have a child that you WILL love and enjoy.

Open Eyes