The last month or so does go by s-l-o-w-l-y.

Lots of sleepless nights prepare you (a bit) for the frequent wakings that occur with your newborn baby to around 5 months or so. I breastfed both of my girls. It was a little tough at first (I got mastitis once), but I kept at it and gained experience as time passed. There are absolutely free clinics with nurses devoted to help moms learn how to nurse properly and they do monitor the baby's weight and growth carefully. Looking into any nearby clinics is certainly worth it ~ nursing was such a wonderful experience for me!!

I learned that when nursing is done properly, endorphins are released in the mother's body. The high endorphins are exactly what makes the experience very positive and bonding between mommy & baby. There are, of course, lots of other positive reasons to nurse if you can. Digestion occurs much more easily and quickly for breastfed babies, which is why they do eat more often. Breastfed babies have frequent stools ~ pretty much every diaper change ~ no constipation or "smelly stools" (until solid foods are introduced). Nursing does protect the baby from a broad range of illnesses.

My girls are now age 7 and 10, but I still recall that time very fondly. It really was special time for us. Are you a member of any online pregnancy support groups? I used to be a member of one, way back when. I can't recall the name of it though. Joining one might help boost your mood about the changes to come & relating to others in similar physical positions. I recall waking twice when pregnant with my first girl, in the middle of the night, with a major charley horse. Man, that hurt!! These kinds of experiences aren't unusual ~ nor are major mood changes & some drama. It might help you. Worth thinking about.

Don't forget to look into MOMS Club either ~ a wonderful resource to stay at home moms!! http://www.momsclub.org

I truly wish you the best!