i am in a seriously emotionally abusive relationship and just *really* realized it...i have no energy, am depressed...i am just now realizing his role in my depression, amazingly. how abusers can be so good at abusing without you realizing how detrimental their behavior is. i could care less whether i live or die. i would actually rather die. i have no energy to do the necessary things i must do. god...what will happen to me. he also humiliates me and makes it seem like i'm the problem.

i am scared of what will happen to me! i threatened to leave and now have no energy to do so. i am scared the stress is going to destroy me.

he just came and went off on me again. i'm scared. i have a headache. i'm seriously in love with him. i thought i was...oh god. help. thanks..

anon