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Originally Posted by stopdog
If something is an issue for me, then it is an issue whether it would be for someone else or not. Porn is just as legitimate a thing to bother a client as furniture, or clothes, or accent or gender or whatever, in my opinion.
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Thanks stopdog.
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Originally Posted by pbutton
Why would someone have porn email contacts? I'd understand favorited porn web sites, but why email? Are you sure that wasn't part of the virus that attacked his email account?
Oh, and the best anxiety advice I've ever gotten is - whatever is scary, do it anyway.  |
Thanks pbutton. Certain sites give email access. I know that the contact list was genuine, not infected. There's a difference.
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Originally Posted by geez
If it prohibits you from doing just about everything then what is there to lose by trying? Not sure what the issue was before when you were on the meds but now a days the drugs are different and effective but nothing is 100%. It definitely takes the edge off.  |
The loss is literally decades off my life. I was on meds for 7 years, up until about 4 mos ago. That is how the whole med conversation started. Off meds I am loosing weight, thinking clearly, no longer suididal, and have better impulse control. Yep, the anxiety is over the top...but I need time for my body to get used to itself again, and I need skills to deal with the anxiety.
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Originally Posted by sunrise
You mentioned your T lost several clients because of the porn emails. It seems to be standing between the two of you too. Have you ever talked to him about it? Would it help to process it or only make things worse?
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If I was better at this whole therapy thing that would be perfect. However I barely speak and stumble and stutter all over the place. I can't bring myself to say it or email about it. I had convinced myself that I had let it go, but it was right there when I started listing reasons to terminate. I know that it isn't something I can speak about, not right now anyways.