((((((((((((((((Candy))))))))))))))))) You are being so strong and brave. It is so hard sometimes to withstand all the feelings that are so strong. I know I have never totally forgot about cutting. But it does get easier over time. I guess I aave learned newer ways to try and deal with all the feelings rushing in. Being newer coping skills it is harder to use them and we sometimes fall back to the old harmful ways. You have more repercussions that others and I hope you continue to resist cutting. I know it is hard but I know you can do it. Please try and be safe. I am here if you need me.