Landskaperdan, I wish you would read Pearl Buck's description of the artist. What
you are expressing is the temperament of the artist. She makes some astute observations about it, and I think it would help you to recognize that you may be an
artist with the artist's temperament.

Don't despair. There's nothing wrong with that. And it might make you feel a little better to know that keeping things in perfect perspective is not the artist's usual modus operandi.

There's always the desire to be creating something in the artist. You aren't afraid
of seeing a new perspective, are you? It's really inviting and challenging to have something that you want to do so badly you can taste it and then get to work on it.

Take care.

Genetic