There are suicide forums available. Facebook also offers links to chat with an online counselor, for free. You can always email, or chat a friend. If you have a microphone for your computer, you can call from your computer, for free. Also, if you need someone to talk to.(Probably shouldn't say this, but I want to be here, for you. I've been in this spot, and I wish I would've had someone to be there for me.) But, you can email me at bustedandbroken@gmail.com . Don't worry, there's always an option. BUT SUICIDE ISN'T ONE! Don't do something like that, it will be the biggest mistake you could ever make. Everything will get better. I promise. <3 Good luck, love.