Understood. I could go into a long defense of myself and my actions but I'm not going to do it. While I I'm still re-reading your suggestions. No, not at you, but at the fact that I WILL put some effort into doing what you say. It goes against what I believe at the moment, but like I've said before, even if it's written in stone, the stone can be crushed.

Would it help to say that I recognize some endearing qualities in her? She's cute, has a cute little body and something about her makes me want to "mother" her. I'm sure some of those feelings I should stifle. She has her own mother, right?

BTW, what is PIA?

So... when I feel like ranting/venting about her... get interested in something more positive? Like, maybe... Even now, I feel the frustration building... B R E A T H!! Nope. Gotta find something better...