When I was as young as 8, I found other girls in my classroom attractive & would often sit on the bus, daydreaming of myself in a boy's body. And even at 6 & 7 years old, I would love playing games like cop/criminal cowboys/indians where I would get tied up by my playmates. It wasn't until much later (17 or so) that I would identify officially as kinky, pansexual & genderqueer. Genderqueer just seems most appropriate for me... Unfortunately, my body is not incredibly boyish & no amount of binding makes an appreciable difference. But most of my inner programming feels more male than female. Not enough to be transgendered because I know I'd still crossdress even if I did go through that entire process. Hahahah
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