anyhoo not that it matters now. she can't fit me in until the 20th and then she said she would try and schedule that as our weekly time until we move to fortnightly sessions.

so i guess now i know what the plan is.

goodo.

crap. i don't want to do this anymore.

like sux

sometimes i wish one could will oneslef out of existence
kinda go to sleep and never wake up