Yeah, Lola, I think that's what he was doing also. He even admitted it hasn't been an issue at all in the last couple of YEARS. And he knows that it is something I am particularly embarrassed about.

MC, by the way, was pretty awesome about telling me how completely normal my "thing" is for abused kids, especially when the abused started when the kid is pre-verbal. MC was good about it, but I still feel horribly exposed.