I was up most of the night thinking about this, and things that I really feel blocked from discussing with current t. I started with this t in Aug 2010, and was dx'd with breast cancer in Nov 2010. 2011 was easily a year of hell, yet we barely discussed it. I may need to see a woman (yikes) to talk that thru with. I don't think I could ever talk about this experience with a man. Given the fact that women really intimidate me, this is a big challenge.