...mental health or lack thereof or whatever....?

this has nothing to do with how us that suffer are programmed to respect others.

I've been sick forever done lotsa real crappy things and way out of synch to whats inside my self my morals these things are unaffected by my mental illness....they stay the same and I would not as all of us here, have survived without moral default settings...

yeah I screwed up lots and I regret and suffered the shame my true self decided was necessary to suffer just enough to endure to learn and survive...

any more shame on top of that has been life threatening I'm sure we have all felt that and it's the brutal ignorance of those around us that inflict it!

as always I don't blame nobody else directly I'm the one that breathes in the blood bleeding lies.

...so the worst thing for me is blaming myself when I just can't handle things and I did nuthin' wrong