you know sitting here thinking about this, I know sometimes for me when I have some bad relationships I find that I am the one to make the first move in resolving things. Somehow it seems to work. I hate it but to keep the peace sometimes we do what we gotta do. It is never easy to do that or "look" the other way when we know the people we love are being done wrong or we ourselves are being done wrong. just thoughts rambling in my little pea brain again