The best way to describe me (this is hard for me to do because I am so confused all the time) is to say that everything is too much. Lights are too bright, sounds are too loud, bored is too bored, happy is too happy...There is not a normal level for me, ever really. Its not that all or nothing mentality I am talking about, its all sensations and feelings. I suppose my brain catches up and rears its ugly thoughts into there but the feelings and sensations are always first. There are minutes/hours sometimes when things are calm and I can't honestly say I like that either because it is, again, too calm for my comfort level. Does this even sound like bipolar?