What you describe sounds like depression as I understand it. And it is the dead of winter for you, cold dreary days? And let's not forget everything you've been through with your mom, albeit mostly alone because hubby is working out of town for long stretches of time. My goodness Sabrina, get back in bed and take a nap!!! Kidding a little...my point is you have been and you still are coping with so much.

And your woes have been heavy for some time now. Not just what I mentioned but interference from your ex, hubby's work, losing your precious animals and probably some other things I've not mentioned.

There have been those days when I couldn't put a foot on the floor except to go potty. I believe I understand. I don't have any brilliant ideas you don't already know for yourself, but I have good thoughts for you and want you to be gentle with yourself. You're a good, strong and loving woman who deserves much.