...still wonder I should be hit with a big stick!

it's the only way I've ever paid any attention to things in my life....

I am so drifty....drifty I don't see what others see I look so damn hard I stare and go CROSS EYED!

I get headaches looking so hard and yet I still do not see the 'apparently obvious'

5 days this week I was relatively subdued calm coping and got my hopes up a bit I was suddenly cured "I am normal!!"

crazy boy can't see back or forward gotta go manic to find out I don't have to look anywhere else but where I want to and I like things in the bipolar world it makes sense...

so I guess it don't matter?