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Jul 28, 2012, 11:54 AM
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Member Since: Jun 2012
Posts: 11
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I hate...
- My body (my legs are crap, my breasts are too big, I have an uterus I would gladly give away to someone who wants it if I could)
- I'm oversensitive so often lately
- I can't clean up after myself half the time because I'm always out of energy
- I freeze up and my body primes itself for a fight-or-flight just from trying to make a phone call
- I'm somehow a magnet for jerks and needlessly cruel people who really shouldn't have the jobs they have
- I haven't learned anything useful the whole time I was in high school
- I'm a solitary person due to high school teaching me it's safest and yet now I feel lonely
- I cry when I'm steaming mad and it makes me look hysterical instead of furious
- I'm fat and out of shape, unless "pear" is a shape
- I keep calling myself a coward when people push me too hard instead of yelling at them for making me feel that way
I like...
- I'm clever and I think outside the box when I'm in a state to focus and be calm
- I can sing pretty well and I just have a gift for music and arts in general
- I had a wonderful father who taught me many, many essential things vital to me as an adult
- When I get so mad I can't even cry I'm no longer afraid to give what-for to the jerks trying to control me
- My logical mind, when it works, is really good at deconstructing things, including emotions and intent
- I keep surprising myself by being happy with the smallest fun, free activities
- I have a lot more determination than I expect myself to have
- I have a wonderful friend in my life who compensates for the crap family I have
- I don't pay much attention to what other people think of my physical appearance
- I know what I want and it's to get myself a nice normal life
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